What Do I Beleive?

I have so many questions. I was going to start a journal to write down all these questions i have but then i discovered this little treasure. My goal with this little project is to simply learn. My friends don't want to talk about anything deeper then their drama and their own personal life and that is perfectly okay of them to do so. However i yearn to learn. I have no excuse not to learn every idea that is out there. How am i to know what ideas i choose to be my reality before i know a good portion of them? The only thing i know for certain is my own stupidity, so this is my life long quest to find more about myself.